Things have been going good lately - I no longer feel the ever present dread of failing anymore. I finally realized what was making me feel that way and I've just put complete trust in God. If I'm doing something wrong he will convict me - and he already has on some things. I was able to stand up in class during our religion discussion last week and say I believe in God - that Christianity is my religion and that I am not nor ever will be ashamed of that. [its amazing how many people don't believe - or want to but say they can't believe in something that has no proof - I just say well you have to have faith and believing is easy after that] I feel at peace - its a great feeling and I'm glad I've finally gotten here.
I'm trying to be patient with things and not anger quickly but sometimes its so hard. I need to learn how to control my temper and my emotions - and I really feel like I'm fighting a losing battle right now but I prayed last night for help with this. I know God can help me with these reactions of mine - I just wish I didn't get so easily frustrated.
But - at least I'm moving in like 2 weeks. I'm pretty excited :]
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