but I really feel like I am over the male population. Boys seriously need to figure out whatever it is that's gone wrong with them over the years. Now I'm not saying girls are perfect because tons of them are tools too but right now I'm just sick of the boys. I would like to know if it really is necessary to act like a pig, to not PAY ATTENTION, to make no effort, to be obsessed with bodies, to think we're just objects and to just be tools. I don't get it..
I'm sick of being judged for what I do - when I'm not even doing anything wrong! I'm just trying to live my life. I go to work, I go to school, I do my internship, go to church. I hangout with my girls because lately they are the only ones I can talk to besides God. Which is totally odd for me..I usually got along with boys better - especially as friends. Now every guy I know is just making me angry. I can't wait till all this resentment towards guys goes away - I really don't like it but I think it might be a good thing because I have NO desire to be with one.
Maybe all it will take is that one guy who actually cares, actually pays attention to what your saying, calls you, wants to see you. Doesn't take you forgranted like the rest of them do.
God - please hear this...I don't want to be bitter but I've lost SO much faith in guys its pathetic. Where is the one that will change my mind? The one that will love me for me and not judge me because of who I am. That will realize you are the only one who can judge me...at least I have you. For I have never lost faith in you nor will I.
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