School starts tomorrow...and when the clock strikes 12...in about 6 mins...my last spring break ever will have ended. Normally I don't care about spring break, I really don't even care about it now. Its just that the realization of my last one, of college ending before the next week of "fun" is supposed to commence is a strange feeling.
I'll be 23 next month, I'm a senior in college, I'm even thinking about my senior project already. Life is moving, fast. Its not waiting for me anymore, not waiting for me to catch up. I'm terrified but I'm excited. I really wonder where this life will take me, what plans God has for me. What I can do with this world I live on, what impact can truly be made. What will make me laugh in 5 years, or make me cry in 10. Whether I'll be here, working happily in my little San Francisco....or in New York over looking Central Park. Will I still be who I am in 10 year, even 5? Will I still be a complete dweeb and laugh over the silliest things? Will I be happy with where I end up?
There are so many questions that one can ask, but it always seems like those questions are the ones that go unanswered. However, I know that the greatest man has my best interest at heart, that His love will always shower over me. His guidance showing me where I need to go, with faith I know this world has potential. It's just my job to find it.
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