Sometimes tired doesn’t come close
Exhausted maybe?
Maybe…
It’s always something, there really never seems to be a break
When all I really want in this life
Is to just be at peace
To close my eyes and breathe in sweet fresh air
To sit on a porch swing and watch the sun disappear behind the hills
To watch my grandchildren playing in the grass
To see that sweet old man I married 40 years ago
Smile at me from his chair on the porch.
Sometimes tired doesn’t come close
Exhausted maybe?
Maybe…

I haven’t written much lately – just little things that come to mind. I still don’t really feel like writing much – life is good though. Tiring…yes of course. I’ve made a few mistakes lately, and as much as they make me mad at myself I need to let them go. I just need to focus again – that’s what came of my prayers last night. Before I was focused, lately I’ve just been going through things spontaneously. While that spontaneity hasn’t been a bad thing in all instances – it has in others. I’m 23 as of Friday – no longer a kid by any means. I want to enjoy my life, have fun, however going out so much is not that answer to those needs or wants. I think its because I’m so sick of school, of work…I really wish I was at the end of all this. Only 9 more months to go…I just need to get over it and wait it out :]

When your life is tangled
You wear your disguises
But why do you need to
When I'm standing here beside you?

You can lay your head down
And we'll leave it til tomorrow

<3 La Roux