Dear God,

I just wrote an entire blog entry and as I was reading it over I realized that all I was saying was how I wished this and that and how I wanted to just believe as the others do. To not see the temptations that are in front of me and to not second guess your plans for my life.

well...

I get it, I just need to let it go and I can be like the others. I need to choose to not see the temptations...and if I do see them I need to not act on them. If I want to live a godly life then I need to take the steps to get there.

I know this is going to be a hard path to follow in the ways of turning my back on what I've known for years into a life that I know in my heart is the right thing. I guess I just need to trust my heart and you...that I will get this right and that I will make mistakes but that I'll always get back up and come back to you because I love you and you give my life meaning. I was in a dark place before you and I see the beautiful light of love when I think of you. You've made me believe again, you've made me see who I can truly be if I let you take me there.

Thank you for being there with me through this all, I will make this...I promise.

-Steph